December 2009
12 posts
my parents won’t let me have anyone over. alone for new years eve. stuck having to think about you and where we could be right now. gonna drink away the pain.
i swear
since the day you went away a piece of my heart went missing.
i feel like theres something i need to do every second
i never feel like a moment is complete
and i know i could easily just keep begging for you to come back to me
and i know i could choose to never give up and that one day you could have possibly gave in
but i know what you want and it’s not me
god i’ll miss you
You...
i think
I’m way too vulnerable to heartbreak. I’m fragile and wish I was stronger because I can’t take the hurting anymore.
I need to write
I need to rant and I need to get my thoughts out. I don’t care how fucked up you guys think I am but I’m saying this right now. Anyone who makes age limit something is ridiculous. You can’t put a fucking age on love. Because of this. I have to wait until it’s morally acceptable to be with the person I care about most. Since when is being in love a crime? People might think...
I might be
making the biggest mistake of my life tomorrow…but you only live once. love is worth the risk
i really need to tell him
cause i can’t think of anything else
New one...
Just saw the guy I care about most right now kiss another girl right in front of me…
Cool
Trying
to get someone to care for you, the way I do
is like trying to catch the rain